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Pure

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Dear Jessica

how did you know.

Of course I do. I wonder how things would be different, how we all could have been different.

Are we all different, or are we all the same?

what do you remember?

posted by pure at 8:26:00 AM

7 Comments:

  • hey weng..jus another fellow 05S7Cer here..dont noe if u actually remember me n the rest of the class..but nvm if u dont..
    we're the same when we r put thru the same situation, but we're different in the way we react to them,n wat we bring home frm them..
    hew has left us for nearly a yr (well,in 3wks it wld be exactly a yr),but the memories she left behind r forever..i,too,often wonder how things wld be different if she was still ard..isnt wat we always do,when a choice has been made?

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Monday, July 17, 2006 5:16:00 AM  

  • the choice of words 'could have been different'.. u sound like u might have regretted many choices u made in the past.. mus u really? were the outcomes tt bad?

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Monday, July 17, 2006 5:19:00 AM  

  • not always, but i do wonder what would have been different if she was still around. would things have changed if we had done our day differently that day? Something small, like tying shoelaces or picking up the phone. Or maybe i just feel sad that someone so young should have ended their life so soon.

    By Blogger pure, at Monday, July 17, 2006 7:02:00 AM  

  • unless u noe the cause of her leaving, us doing things differently tt day wont change anything,wld it?

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Saturday, July 22, 2006 9:30:00 AM  

  • maybe. i'm thinking of the butterfly effect i guess. some small thing might have had reprecussions on something huge and unrelated.

    By Blogger pure, at Saturday, July 22, 2006 9:45:00 AM  

  • ya... i wonder... wat wld it be like if i did my part in telling her more about jesus... so tat by the grace of god she might be in heaven... and we wld get to meet again in the arms of God... i really regreted nt doing so... really... even until nw... my heart ache... at the very thought of it... the thought tat she wld be cast into the lake of fire sends chills down my spine... i really hurts... i blame myself for her second death... i blame myself tat she has to suffer in hell... but i believe in the bible and i noe God will do wat he promised... the unbelievers will all go to hell... it really hurts and i am really sori...
    how i wish i could turn back the time... and prevented all these.... how i wish... guess tis is my biggest regret in all my 18 yrs on earth...

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Saturday, August 05, 2006 5:26:00 AM  

  • i don't know, that's all i can say. i wish it was easier, but it's not.

    By Blogger pure, at Monday, August 14, 2006 9:17:00 PM  

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